sidestep’s blog

I cannot close my mouth at the season 4 finale of Desperate Housewives. And he is WAY hotter than Susan's new hubby. Life makes sense no more....

for anyone who is interested. Can't watch? Here is the youtube link:

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=12E4B780B19B1180

Does anyone know who this man is? If you know who he is, do you bow down before the music video Gods and thank them every day? If you don't, you should. He has put some great images on film and probably made more of a career for many bands than they would have otherwise had due to the videos he directed alone.

There. I have added my 2 cents.

come with the promise that you would be my partner?

deep down I knew you could only tear my world apart.

why would you ever ask someone like I to marry you?

All along I knew that it wasn't I that was in your heart

How could you let me fool myself for all these years?

I always knew it was some kind of game for you

Why didn't you stop before you ripped out my heart

I knew I would never come first when you had to choose

Just when I was fine with the life I saw in front of me, you came around making promises you never intended to keep. I knew it. Somewhere deep down I knew you wouldn't ever keep the biggest promise you made to me. And you wonder why I am now so weak. I was always weak but like a vette chassis that is made of glass, balsa wood, and other materials that by themselves are weak, when bonded together they become light yet strong. You never intended to be my strength. And you never needed me. I can't believe in someone who doesn't believe in me.

Breaking Benjamin - Breath

I love Trace Adkins. He blows me away with his intelligence regarding southern ideals and politics. He is not just a ignorant redneck. He confirmed this when Politically Incorrect was still on network tv. He gives a damn good argument for the Confederate flag and how it does not stand for anything other than the fact that the confederacy fought for states rights. That was the major issue. And Thomas Jefferson was not a saint who saved the slaves. He had slaves himself which was glossed over in the history books. I will research and post any assinine comments I can find to back up my shit on this one but check out Trace Adkins on Real Time with Bill Maher this week with D.L. Hughley. They ripped on Huckabee but he really does come off looking like the piggy political ass that he his.

When I get a job I am going out to buy Trace Adkins book. I just love him and he is a great representative of the people. People think he is a rough redneck and he is intelligent and just blew what little I had left of my mind. Someone needs to get him his own show or at least have him on with Bill every week or two. That would be entertaining information.

Slitting my wrists about the state of the world may be post poned just to see what comes of the mudslinging and forum changes these politicians take.

It's funny. The more alone I am, the more I find that I am immersing and reaquainting myself with things that comforted me in the past. I rediscovered music again. I will probably post lyrics and the songs in all my blogs from now on and I will post more if I need to purge. Here is how I am feeling today. This does piss me off because I think Chris Daughtry is kind of a douche bag. Lyrics for Over you:

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Chris Daughtry - Over You

Need I say more? If I should, I will post the lyrics. Such a tug of war love is. Does that sound too much like Yoda?

I video taped. I cried as i was walking out. We went to pick her up and she was just so big. She just ain't a baby anymore. but she will ALWAYS be my baby.

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